Monday, December 03, 2007
Friday, November 30, 2007
Ugh...
Status report...
I know I said I was going to turn in my resignation the other day, but after talking with my parents, I decided to wait until the 19th. That was S. has less time to make my life miserable should she decide to get vindictive.
In other news, though, I applied to another job. It's a state senate assistant position in Boston... I'm hesitant to just from the frying pan to the fire just to get out of this job, but if this job has decent hours, decent pay and... decent hours, and (Dear God, Please) if they offer it to me... I just may take it. Since I decided to stay a few weeks ago, I said that in order to leave early, I'd have to get a better job.
I'd be working at the State House... I could live on Beacon Hill again... I could leave work at 5.... not come in Saturday... Not come in Sunday...
I know I said I was going to turn in my resignation the other day, but after talking with my parents, I decided to wait until the 19th. That was S. has less time to make my life miserable should she decide to get vindictive.
In other news, though, I applied to another job. It's a state senate assistant position in Boston... I'm hesitant to just from the frying pan to the fire just to get out of this job, but if this job has decent hours, decent pay and... decent hours, and (Dear God, Please) if they offer it to me... I just may take it. Since I decided to stay a few weeks ago, I said that in order to leave early, I'd have to get a better job.
I'd be working at the State House... I could live on Beacon Hill again... I could leave work at 5.... not come in Saturday... Not come in Sunday...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Oh My God
The Universe HAS heard my toiled wailing AND ANSWERED:
Pisces Horoscope (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
You want to be appreciated on the job, yet others seem more interested in your performance than who you truly are. This is a source of frustration for you, especially if you are a productive person. Instead of getting yourself all worked up over it, let it go for now. You can open the door to more intimate communication in the future by demonstrating your efficiency today
From Yahoo.com... they really are psychic.
Pisces Horoscope (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
You want to be appreciated on the job, yet others seem more interested in your performance than who you truly are. This is a source of frustration for you, especially if you are a productive person. Instead of getting yourself all worked up over it, let it go for now. You can open the door to more intimate communication in the future by demonstrating your efficiency today
From Yahoo.com... they really are psychic.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Call-time blog...
6:30... been calling for about 4 hours... notha 3 left. I'm the only one in the office. Gonna take it a little easy.
Just talked to a woman who was really into the issue, and she'll be coming to an event we have coming up. I really like that part of the job. If only I could do that for 8 hours a day.... rather than 13.
But what would I do without the internet? Oh, what a life-changing invention. Cannot imagine life without.
And this adorable pic of Julsie with her pumpkin. I have it framed and sitting in front of me. It radiates joy :)
this 53rd day is almost the 52nd. Get to go home tonight and have a Sam Adams and chat with my roommate, maybe pick up a little, then tomorrow get to turn in my resignation (albeit for after the caucuses)
I've been taking St. John's wort for the past couple days. I wonder if that's been helping?
I'm still not happy, but I didn't cry yesterday or today. On a roll...
Just talked to a woman who was really into the issue, and she'll be coming to an event we have coming up. I really like that part of the job. If only I could do that for 8 hours a day.... rather than 13.
But what would I do without the internet? Oh, what a life-changing invention. Cannot imagine life without.
And this adorable pic of Julsie with her pumpkin. I have it framed and sitting in front of me. It radiates joy :)
this 53rd day is almost the 52nd. Get to go home tonight and have a Sam Adams and chat with my roommate, maybe pick up a little, then tomorrow get to turn in my resignation (albeit for after the caucuses)
I've been taking St. John's wort for the past couple days. I wonder if that's been helping?
I'm still not happy, but I didn't cry yesterday or today. On a roll...
Post post post
You can tell what kind of day I'm having by how many blog postings I make each day- yesterday therefore was pretty good, since I didn't make any ;) Yesterday I did some data entry in the AM and listened to This American Life on my laptop, had a staff meeting at 2 and most of it was about scheduling mock caucuses and house parties, which is one part of the job that I like. Looks like we'll be doing a lot of those this months. And then I went to Pahrump, which I always enjoy, they are so friendly and easy to organize.
Today.... well, i'll keep you posted.
UPDATE:
I was talking to my boss Andy about my plans after the caucus, and I asked him if Samantha had any idea that I was going to be leaving after the caucuses. He said he didn't know, but I had probably better tell her before things get too crazy. So, since she's at home today, I'm going to tell her tomorrow of my post-caucus plans. YAY.
:)
Today.... well, i'll keep you posted.
UPDATE:
I was talking to my boss Andy about my plans after the caucus, and I asked him if Samantha had any idea that I was going to be leaving after the caucuses. He said he didn't know, but I had probably better tell her before things get too crazy. So, since she's at home today, I'm going to tell her tomorrow of my post-caucus plans. YAY.
:)
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Interesting article...
Here's the about.com Top 10 list on "when to quit", along with my comments:
Your company is experiencing a downward spiral, losing customers, losing money, and rumors of possible closure, bankruptcy and failure prevail.
Your relationship with your manager is damaged beyond repair. You have sought help to mend the relationship but you know it is too damaged for recovery. (Perhaps you were untrustworthy, missed work on too many days, or the manager acts like an untrustworthy jerk.) Whatever the reason, the relationship is irrecoverably damaged.
Your life situation has changed. Perhaps you have married or had a baby, and the salary and benefits no longer support your life needs.
Your values are at odds with the corporate culture. Perhaps your company is egalitarian and you believe in assigned parking spots for salaried employees. Your company does annual employee satisfaction surveys and you think these are a waste of time. Your company is hierarchical and you want to influence every aspect of your job. No matter where the clash is occurring, a lack of congruence with the corporate culture will destroy your attitude at work.
You've stopped having fun and enjoying your job. No matter what changed, when you dread going to work in the morning, it's time to quit your job.
Completely agree with this one. Even the fun things aren't fun.
Your company is ethically challenged. Perhaps the managers lie to customers about the quality of the products or the day on which the product will ship. You become aware that the company is stealing information from competitors. Whatever the issue, don't stay in an organization where your ethics are out of sync.
Again, I completely agree. It's disgusting that I work for Nevada for Health Care, a project of the world's largest health care union, and I still have not gotten my health insurance card yet and am asked to work these impossible hours without overtime. Incredible.
For whatever reason, you have behaved in ways that are considered improper at work. You've missed too many days of work, slacked off on the job, failed to maintain needed skills, and / or just generally developed the reputation of a loser. That reputation, once earned, is unlikely to change; you might as well quit your job, while you have the opportunity.
You've burned your bridges with your coworkers. Your group is not getting along in an environment that requires people to work together well. Again, at some point, the reasons don't matter; start fresh in a new job and resolve to not let this situation happen again.
Your stress level is so high at work that it is affecting your physical or mental health and your relationships with your friends and family. Watch for the signs of burnout and if they can't be cured, move on.
Again, agree... It's the ache... and the numb patch by my shoulderblade. Just constant
And the top ten reason to quit your job? You are unchallenged, need more responsibility, and seek opportunities that just don't exist for you in your current organization. You've explored the current and potential options, and they are limited. It's time to quit your job.
I think the biggest thing for me is the ethical challenge... They're really slimy. I came in today and thought, Why am I spending another minute at this place?
And the reason is I feel a. like I'm looking for an excuse to quit and feel guilty about that, b. that my parents would be disappointed in me if I quit and c. that I would feel ashamed if I quit.
I don't know how to weigh these pros and cons. Guess I'll take it one day at at time, and know that I have that resignation in my pocket.
In the end, I'm the only one who can make these decisions...
Your company is experiencing a downward spiral, losing customers, losing money, and rumors of possible closure, bankruptcy and failure prevail.
Your relationship with your manager is damaged beyond repair. You have sought help to mend the relationship but you know it is too damaged for recovery. (Perhaps you were untrustworthy, missed work on too many days, or the manager acts like an untrustworthy jerk.) Whatever the reason, the relationship is irrecoverably damaged.
Your life situation has changed. Perhaps you have married or had a baby, and the salary and benefits no longer support your life needs.
Your values are at odds with the corporate culture. Perhaps your company is egalitarian and you believe in assigned parking spots for salaried employees. Your company does annual employee satisfaction surveys and you think these are a waste of time. Your company is hierarchical and you want to influence every aspect of your job. No matter where the clash is occurring, a lack of congruence with the corporate culture will destroy your attitude at work.
You've stopped having fun and enjoying your job. No matter what changed, when you dread going to work in the morning, it's time to quit your job.
Completely agree with this one. Even the fun things aren't fun.
Your company is ethically challenged. Perhaps the managers lie to customers about the quality of the products or the day on which the product will ship. You become aware that the company is stealing information from competitors. Whatever the issue, don't stay in an organization where your ethics are out of sync.
Again, I completely agree. It's disgusting that I work for Nevada for Health Care, a project of the world's largest health care union, and I still have not gotten my health insurance card yet and am asked to work these impossible hours without overtime. Incredible.
For whatever reason, you have behaved in ways that are considered improper at work. You've missed too many days of work, slacked off on the job, failed to maintain needed skills, and / or just generally developed the reputation of a loser. That reputation, once earned, is unlikely to change; you might as well quit your job, while you have the opportunity.
You've burned your bridges with your coworkers. Your group is not getting along in an environment that requires people to work together well. Again, at some point, the reasons don't matter; start fresh in a new job and resolve to not let this situation happen again.
Your stress level is so high at work that it is affecting your physical or mental health and your relationships with your friends and family. Watch for the signs of burnout and if they can't be cured, move on.
Again, agree... It's the ache... and the numb patch by my shoulderblade. Just constant
And the top ten reason to quit your job? You are unchallenged, need more responsibility, and seek opportunities that just don't exist for you in your current organization. You've explored the current and potential options, and they are limited. It's time to quit your job.
I think the biggest thing for me is the ethical challenge... They're really slimy. I came in today and thought, Why am I spending another minute at this place?
And the reason is I feel a. like I'm looking for an excuse to quit and feel guilty about that, b. that my parents would be disappointed in me if I quit and c. that I would feel ashamed if I quit.
I don't know how to weigh these pros and cons. Guess I'll take it one day at at time, and know that I have that resignation in my pocket.
In the end, I'm the only one who can make these decisions...
I can't believe I'm back here...
... doing calls again. Actually, I can't believe I made it to Thanksgiving. Minor miracles. Anyways, thanksgiving (at least the times when I could relax and forget about work), was wonderful. It was so refreshing to realize that there is a world outside of work! That normal people don't live like vampires. I really don't have that long left here. It also highlighted how much I've changed and missed out on.
But I did spend some time thinking about my future...
My plan at the moment is this:
After January 19th (exact date tbd), I'll pack up my stuff and drive up to San Mateo and stay with my parents. I'll get a temp job lasting about 3 months or so, and while I do that I'll take 2 online courses from the College of San Mateo- beginning grantwriting and nonprofit management. And I'll set a date after my job ends to move back to Boston, and I can start working on getting C.U.R.E.D. off the ground.
It's a thing of beauty.
I've also decided that once I get settled in Boston next spring/summer I'm going to start seeing a counselor. I've just been having these problems that I'm having trouble dealing with... I need to find better ways of responding to certain situations. This is really hard for me. I mean, it would be hard for anyone, but I think that it's especially hard for me because I am a perfectionist when it comes to work, and I take it very personally when things go wrong (even if it's not my fault)
In the meantime, I need to make this easier.
I met a guy the other day. Very sweet. That might help ;)
This blog also seems to do me good.
Packing. Gets me out of here quicker.
Talking about concrete plans for the future- the classes, the temp job. Things that are actually going to happen SOON.
Vitamins. Heh, a few weeks ago I sorted out one vitamin for every day we had left. I take one every day at 2 to remind me that every day I get stronger and closer to the end.
Pictures of Juliette.... :D
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus... Must get to church every week (DESPITE what they tell me... )
I'll post this... and will most likely write more later.
More:
I did write that letter of resignation. I wrote it "as of today" and it's undated- I can add that at the time.
I so want to use it but... I'd feel guilty, because my parents think I can make it and Jess asked me to stay on. Better not think about it.
Ugh, I just can't stand having to cheerlead myself through the day!
Crying again... Would you be disappointed in me if I quit?
But I did spend some time thinking about my future...
My plan at the moment is this:
After January 19th (exact date tbd), I'll pack up my stuff and drive up to San Mateo and stay with my parents. I'll get a temp job lasting about 3 months or so, and while I do that I'll take 2 online courses from the College of San Mateo- beginning grantwriting and nonprofit management. And I'll set a date after my job ends to move back to Boston, and I can start working on getting C.U.R.E.D. off the ground.
It's a thing of beauty.
I've also decided that once I get settled in Boston next spring/summer I'm going to start seeing a counselor. I've just been having these problems that I'm having trouble dealing with... I need to find better ways of responding to certain situations. This is really hard for me. I mean, it would be hard for anyone, but I think that it's especially hard for me because I am a perfectionist when it comes to work, and I take it very personally when things go wrong (even if it's not my fault)
In the meantime, I need to make this easier.
I met a guy the other day. Very sweet. That might help ;)
This blog also seems to do me good.
Packing. Gets me out of here quicker.
Talking about concrete plans for the future- the classes, the temp job. Things that are actually going to happen SOON.
Vitamins. Heh, a few weeks ago I sorted out one vitamin for every day we had left. I take one every day at 2 to remind me that every day I get stronger and closer to the end.
Pictures of Juliette.... :D
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus... Must get to church every week (DESPITE what they tell me... )
I'll post this... and will most likely write more later.
More:
I did write that letter of resignation. I wrote it "as of today" and it's undated- I can add that at the time.
I so want to use it but... I'd feel guilty, because my parents think I can make it and Jess asked me to stay on. Better not think about it.
Ugh, I just can't stand having to cheerlead myself through the day!
Crying again... Would you be disappointed in me if I quit?
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
A little better
Today is shaping up a little better than yesterday was. It's still early- usually nights are worse for me- but I take times like this as they come. I appreciate all the feedback from you guys, as well as all the support. It really does help to know that other people out there feel for me.
Days like this make me think that maybe I could slog through till January. Maybe things will be different in December. November was unique because we had our big rural tour last week , the debates this week, and Thanksgiving next week. But december it looks like calling and house parties. The plan I formulated when I woke up this morning was to get through this week, take TG to formulate my letter of resignation, and turn it in on Monday giving one week's notice. And I guess that still is my plan. But it is my perogative... I could just come back to work with that letter in my back pocket to see if things get bad again.
Then again, why would I want to stay any longer with a place that won't let me go to church if we have an event? Who didn't try to stop me or work something out when I mentioned I might quit?
It's later in the day now and I'm actually feeling kind of good because Jess is here from Reno. She's just as miserable as I am and has actually been here longer. We were talking about how miserable we are... and she said that if I could stay through to the end, I should. We went out to look for folders for press packets during call time and at first we were like, will we get in trouble? And then we were like, well, what will they do- fire us? We were ok. She and Andy are staying at the El Cortez... one of my fav. spots in Vegas, so I might hang with them there tonight.
Maybe I'll keep that letter in my back pocket.
Days like this make me think that maybe I could slog through till January. Maybe things will be different in December. November was unique because we had our big rural tour last week , the debates this week, and Thanksgiving next week. But december it looks like calling and house parties. The plan I formulated when I woke up this morning was to get through this week, take TG to formulate my letter of resignation, and turn it in on Monday giving one week's notice. And I guess that still is my plan. But it is my perogative... I could just come back to work with that letter in my back pocket to see if things get bad again.
Then again, why would I want to stay any longer with a place that won't let me go to church if we have an event? Who didn't try to stop me or work something out when I mentioned I might quit?
It's later in the day now and I'm actually feeling kind of good because Jess is here from Reno. She's just as miserable as I am and has actually been here longer. We were talking about how miserable we are... and she said that if I could stay through to the end, I should. We went out to look for folders for press packets during call time and at first we were like, will we get in trouble? And then we were like, well, what will they do- fire us? We were ok. She and Andy are staying at the El Cortez... one of my fav. spots in Vegas, so I might hang with them there tonight.
Maybe I'll keep that letter in my back pocket.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Unhappy at work
I am miserable at my job and this is my coping mechanism. Do not expect this to be happy and cheery as it will most definetely not be. I'm doing calls, alone in the office... Conversations with bosses did not go well today. I asked them for a 75-hour workweek, a day off every other week and time to go to church. No go. MISERABLE!
I am going to have to quit. I can't quit.
I hate the prospect of quitting because I have never quit anything before. I am not a quitter. I don't. I have gotten through some of the hardest parts of my life a better person by not quitting. If I quit, that's bailing out. I'll always think of what might have been. I'll let down my coworkers. My volunteers. And I'll miss the caucuses (I've signed up as a temporary chair... I had to for work). I feel guilty for wanting to quit. It's just until caucus day... Jan 19th. It's just close enough to make the idea of quitting that much more bitter.
I hate the prospect of staying mostly because of the physical pain I feel while I'm here. It's like a dull ache. it's all the time. It gets better when I'm at home but never fully goes away. It gives me bad dreams. I hate the loneliness. I have no friends because I have no time for friends. I hate working at night. I hate working all day into the night. I hate having to go to the bathroom to either cry or throw up (luckily since I have no appitite I just cry). I hate nonstop work. I hate not being able to go to church. I hate that my boss doesn't care about me. She just doesn't care about me, I can't believe that. I'm free labor. A disposeable scrub brush. I hate that I don't care about this campaign anymore. I hate the hours. I can't stand the hours. I feel a really urgent need to get out of here. NOW. I hate eating dinner at 11pm. I hate that it's gotten to this point. I hate doing calls. I hate that caucus day so close. It's not close.
I think I might quit. Even if I could physically stay... which I don't know about... why? Just to say I could? For my pride? Why? This is not what I came here for. This is not what I signed up for. I have given up on trying for this campaign, not because it won't succeed but because it already has. All of our public goals could be achieved on 1/3rd of the effort that we're putting in to it. The real reason why we're busting our heads over this is for the Union. If the Union can turn out a disproportionate amount of voters for the caucuses, that means more clout for the unions.
Not that I'm not for the unions. They do good work and especially for healthcare workers.
But we don't have any clear goals for them, at least none that they're sharing for us... so we're just hampsters running freakishly hard on a hampster wheel. It's like Nevada for Health Care is just a front for the union. This is not what I moved 3,000 miles for. I am not passionate about the union.
I hate that they lied to me.
I'm allowed one quit. This seems like a good time to use it.
I am going to have to quit. I can't quit.
I hate the prospect of quitting because I have never quit anything before. I am not a quitter. I don't. I have gotten through some of the hardest parts of my life a better person by not quitting. If I quit, that's bailing out. I'll always think of what might have been. I'll let down my coworkers. My volunteers. And I'll miss the caucuses (I've signed up as a temporary chair... I had to for work). I feel guilty for wanting to quit. It's just until caucus day... Jan 19th. It's just close enough to make the idea of quitting that much more bitter.
I hate the prospect of staying mostly because of the physical pain I feel while I'm here. It's like a dull ache. it's all the time. It gets better when I'm at home but never fully goes away. It gives me bad dreams. I hate the loneliness. I have no friends because I have no time for friends. I hate working at night. I hate working all day into the night. I hate having to go to the bathroom to either cry or throw up (luckily since I have no appitite I just cry). I hate nonstop work. I hate not being able to go to church. I hate that my boss doesn't care about me. She just doesn't care about me, I can't believe that. I'm free labor. A disposeable scrub brush. I hate that I don't care about this campaign anymore. I hate the hours. I can't stand the hours. I feel a really urgent need to get out of here. NOW. I hate eating dinner at 11pm. I hate that it's gotten to this point. I hate doing calls. I hate that caucus day so close. It's not close.
I think I might quit. Even if I could physically stay... which I don't know about... why? Just to say I could? For my pride? Why? This is not what I came here for. This is not what I signed up for. I have given up on trying for this campaign, not because it won't succeed but because it already has. All of our public goals could be achieved on 1/3rd of the effort that we're putting in to it. The real reason why we're busting our heads over this is for the Union. If the Union can turn out a disproportionate amount of voters for the caucuses, that means more clout for the unions.
Not that I'm not for the unions. They do good work and especially for healthcare workers.
But we don't have any clear goals for them, at least none that they're sharing for us... so we're just hampsters running freakishly hard on a hampster wheel. It's like Nevada for Health Care is just a front for the union. This is not what I moved 3,000 miles for. I am not passionate about the union.
I hate that they lied to me.
I'm allowed one quit. This seems like a good time to use it.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Vegas and such
Hey All...
Just a quick check-in note before I go to sleep...
In case you were wondering, I'm settled (enough) here in Vegas and at my new job with Nevada for Health Care. I have a room in a nice house, and a little Rav-4 that gets me around town. I work twelve-hour days, but I'm enjoying my work so far: I meet lots of people in my community, get to host volunteer events and do a lot of phoning. A LOT.
And no, I haven't gambled yet!!!
It's pretty hot here, but today was nice- the first day in a while that it hasn't gone over 100. I got a rare day off and used it wisely- hanging at my local coffee shop, a little shopping, groceries at Whole Foods, lunch in the park and then Mass at the UNLV Newman center.
Anyways, thanks everyone for all the words of support- let me know if you're ever in town!
~Rach
Just a quick check-in note before I go to sleep...
In case you were wondering, I'm settled (enough) here in Vegas and at my new job with Nevada for Health Care. I have a room in a nice house, and a little Rav-4 that gets me around town. I work twelve-hour days, but I'm enjoying my work so far: I meet lots of people in my community, get to host volunteer events and do a lot of phoning. A LOT.
And no, I haven't gambled yet!!!
It's pretty hot here, but today was nice- the first day in a while that it hasn't gone over 100. I got a rare day off and used it wisely- hanging at my local coffee shop, a little shopping, groceries at Whole Foods, lunch in the park and then Mass at the UNLV Newman center.
Anyways, thanks everyone for all the words of support- let me know if you're ever in town!
~Rach
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Several points:
1. Everyone should go see "Sicko", Michael Moore's documentary on the health insurance industry. I'm not a big Michael Moore fan to begin with, but I liked it. Well, liked may not be the right word, because it was terrifying. But it vindicated many of the frustrations I and everyone else who has ever had to deal with an insurance company has faced.And it showed that things can be better. It closed the deal for me and my decision to work for Universal health care in the future.
2. I really want a beersicle. I wonder where I can get one around here...
3. I need moving boxes. I got two small ones the other day, but I realized that I'm probably going to need more than two boxes to move my apartment...
4. I miss Julsie!!!!!
2. I really want a beersicle. I wonder where I can get one around here...
3. I need moving boxes. I got two small ones the other day, but I realized that I'm probably going to need more than two boxes to move my apartment...
4. I miss Julsie!!!!!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
I think I shall not go to Switzerland...
... But shall instead move to Acton.
I get verklempt at the thought of leaving Boston. But it has to happen sometime.
I get verklempt at the thought of leaving Boston. But it has to happen sometime.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Crossroads...
Busy, busy, busy!!! Lots going on lately so I will try to update everyone.
In the beginning of June, Dear Friends from Cali Amber and Mary stopped by Boston on their way down to Maryland. 'Twas a pleasant visit- my apartment was transformed into a bouncy castle with two air mattresses just about covering every square inch of the floor :) We did the anti-tourist thing, going to the Senator's office and Orchard House instead of a duck boat tour. We also worked on our valuable watching skills, going through almost the full 3rd season of "The Office" as well as an episode of "Friday Night Lights" (which I am now hooked on!!) Sam Adams was drunk, hilarity ensued.
On the Sad Tuesday I bid my dear friends farewell, I caught a jetplane down to Chicago for a few days of sightseeing and visiting with Jess before the NYLI conference. I had such a great time!! Jess looks great. She has a gorgeous apartment right around the corner from North Park, so she can walk to work. Shortly after I arrived at O'Hare, so did she- flying in from a visit home. *Of course* (this being Jessie and all) her bags got misplaced but fortunately they made it through the flight intact. And I got to meet the famous Bobbie- though we've been friends for many moons, it was still good to have an in-the-flesh meeting.
By the time we got it all together, it was 12:30 and we were starving- but did we get crappy airport food? No! Because Chicago is one of those rare places that identifies the hot dog as a staple food and will provide it's citizens with the product at all hours. At least, they will at the Wiener's Circle, which is where we went. Their hotdogs are made with the usual 100% beef, relish, ketchup, onions... but what makes their dogs different is their special secret ingredient: hate. Yes, these dogs will burn your stomach as much as the derogatory slurs hurled at you alongside of your order. Mmm! Just like mom used to make. ;)
The next day, Jess had to work ('The Man' needed her to set out grapes for the summer school students) so she dropped me off at the brown line and I headed into the vortex that is the Chicago loop. Never have I gotten so turned around in a city as I did in Chicago. I would blame it on my poor directional skills, but it has affected the birds to- they appear to have no control over their flight paths. One even flew into my head at Millennium park. I'm sorry, that is just not normal bird behavior!! And My Head Is Not Big.
Anyways, I got of at Quincy and just started wandering, going in the opposite direction of where I wanted to go. As serendipity would have it, I stumbled upon Lou Mitchell's, which I knew was a good place when they offered me a donut hole at the door. It turned out friendly and the food was good- but it was ridiculously expensive! A fruit cup, side of toast and 1 cup of coffee cost $10. And they only took cash. Too bad.
Later sites were the waterfront, the 'bean', Intelligencia cafe (YUM!), Garrett's popcorn and Sandmeyer's Bookstore. Later, met Jess and... friend for Dinner and fireworks at Navy Pier. Logged 32,000 steps.
The next day, after handling an oversleeping issue, I took the train to Paulina (a neighborhood north of downtown... NOT pronounced like the girls name!!) and had breakfast at Wishbone, which was SO good! I want to go back! And then I walked around a bit in a daze (the weather was weird! Dry, hot and SUPER windy- like a desert) and went next to Belmont stop, where there was a really cool little shopping district. Enjoyed myself thoroughly.
Later I met Jess and... friend and drove up to Schaumburg for the conference. We wanted to get something to eat, so we were driving around a mall near by the Mariott. Driving, looking, driving... P.F. Changs? California Pizza Kitchen? Let's go with the Cheesecake Factory, it's a safe bet. As soon as we walk in, who should be waiting for a table but the entire NYLI gang!!! It was cosmic, I tell ya!
After dinner I said a sad goodbye to Jess :~( And checked into my room at the Mariott (after finding out that Shelly was my roomie!!) I took all my clothes, Ironed them and put them in the closet. I realized that I didn't bring any PJ bottoms, but I thought, Oh, Shelly doesn't care! Hahah! So I take off my pants and am climbing into bed... and who should walk through the door at that moment by Shelly and Josh! I jumped into bed very quickly, but it was still funny. We hung out in Cecilio's room for a while.
The next day, we had breakfast, then a meeting with NYLI, then Lunch, then a BIG meeting with the NHF Board of Directors and all the chapter heads about what the minimum chapter standards should be. I thought it was really cool that we were allowed to be a part of this decision-making process.
That night, while the other shmucks were having a reception at the hotel, NYLI went to Medieval Times... as stupid as it sounds, I was expecting something a little more historically accurate lol. Alex N. said it looked like a Lego castle- it did! But it was Great. I ate half a chicken with my hands, and watched this huge jousting-fight thing. I screamed my head off. Awesome.
The next day was mostly a jazzy NYLI meeting, with the addition of a visit to the BOD meeting in which they were talking about our proposal to have a youth on the board. We OWNED that room. They ended up agreeing to have an appointed, non-voting member put on right away. I'n not going to lie, I really want that position. Reeeely. Heh.
Later on, Mary Beth and I decided to have a little 'girl's excursion' and stroll up to the Mall (currently the largest in the country, since they added the Nordstrom's) We shopped a bit and ended up eating at the Rainforest Cafe, with was a lot of fun. Then, thanks to Josh, we caught the last shuttle heading back to the Hotel and stopped by the final night gala- an awesome beach party put on by Baxter.
I thought the night was over after Shelly and I turned off "Richie Rich" at 12:30 and went to sleep... A silly thought, I know ;) At about 1, I'm awoken out of a dead sleep by someone saying my name... I look up, and I can faintly make out Josh's silhouette and hear him say, "Do you want to go shopping?" I can't remember what I said, but somehow the conversation turned to how Josh calls inanimate objects "Charlie", particularly a woodstove and a car. So I know what you're thinking... both great topics for innuendo. Which is why we spent the next hour saying things like,
"So, Josh, do you stick your wood in Charlie?"
or
"Josh, does Charlie get hot for you?"
Of course, about the woodstove. And of the car, we said,
"Does Charlie have junk in her trunk?"
and
"Is Charlie manual or automatic?"
I just thought of a new one!
"Do you like to stick your hot poker in Charlie?"
Wow. The possibilities truly are endless.
ANYways, the next day was sad and I got back to Boston grumpy (My answering machine wouldn't play my messages and I had letters from the insurance company and my curtain rod was busted by the landlord showing the house and my garbage stank) but I heard from my mom that my uncle has a friend going to Switzerland who needs an au pair for July and August! The deal is, her mother lives in Switzerland and is dying, and her husband can't take the time off of work to go to Switzerland, so their looking for someone to go be an extra set of hands for them. I told them I'd think about it and let them know in a week.
Then, today, the landlord showed my apartment, (giving me a half-hour notice, of course) but the girl he showed it to wanted to move in July 1 and buy all my furniture, which would be great if I wanted to take this job. But I'm leaning towards not taking it. Here's why:
Pros for taking the job:
1. Get to go to Switzerland and learn French
2. Get good experience with children
3. Help a family in a time of crisis
4. Get paid (not sure how much)
5. Experience I may never have again
Cons for taking the job:
1. Wouldn't be a vacation
2. Would have to be emotionally strong for family
3. Have never met family.
4. Would have to tell the Paulist Center I couldn't work there
5. Would miss NEHA family camp
6. Would have to move out of my apt. in 2 weeks and find somewhere to stash my stuff
7. Would have to put off applying for jobs
8. May not make it to the Cape this year
The cons just seem too big. But ultimately I want to be where God wants me to be, and if He wants me to be in Switzerland with this family, then I'll just have to make due. But I've decided I'll make my decision by next Sunday so I can let everyone know. So I told God that if he wants me to lean one way or the other, to give me a sign within the next week (yeah, right!!)
In the meantime... NoCal camp starts on Friday... tear! I'm sad to miss it! But I will write Leslie LOTS of letters so it will be like I'm there in spirit.
Anyways, hope everyone's having a great summer. Drop me a line! And I'd like y'all's input on the Switzerland thing.
TTYL,
Rachel
In the beginning of June, Dear Friends from Cali Amber and Mary stopped by Boston on their way down to Maryland. 'Twas a pleasant visit- my apartment was transformed into a bouncy castle with two air mattresses just about covering every square inch of the floor :) We did the anti-tourist thing, going to the Senator's office and Orchard House instead of a duck boat tour. We also worked on our valuable watching skills, going through almost the full 3rd season of "The Office" as well as an episode of "Friday Night Lights" (which I am now hooked on!!) Sam Adams was drunk, hilarity ensued.
On the Sad Tuesday I bid my dear friends farewell, I caught a jetplane down to Chicago for a few days of sightseeing and visiting with Jess before the NYLI conference. I had such a great time!! Jess looks great. She has a gorgeous apartment right around the corner from North Park, so she can walk to work. Shortly after I arrived at O'Hare, so did she- flying in from a visit home. *Of course* (this being Jessie and all) her bags got misplaced but fortunately they made it through the flight intact. And I got to meet the famous Bobbie- though we've been friends for many moons, it was still good to have an in-the-flesh meeting.
By the time we got it all together, it was 12:30 and we were starving- but did we get crappy airport food? No! Because Chicago is one of those rare places that identifies the hot dog as a staple food and will provide it's citizens with the product at all hours. At least, they will at the Wiener's Circle, which is where we went. Their hotdogs are made with the usual 100% beef, relish, ketchup, onions... but what makes their dogs different is their special secret ingredient: hate. Yes, these dogs will burn your stomach as much as the derogatory slurs hurled at you alongside of your order. Mmm! Just like mom used to make. ;)
The next day, Jess had to work ('The Man' needed her to set out grapes for the summer school students) so she dropped me off at the brown line and I headed into the vortex that is the Chicago loop. Never have I gotten so turned around in a city as I did in Chicago. I would blame it on my poor directional skills, but it has affected the birds to- they appear to have no control over their flight paths. One even flew into my head at Millennium park. I'm sorry, that is just not normal bird behavior!! And My Head Is Not Big.
Anyways, I got of at Quincy and just started wandering, going in the opposite direction of where I wanted to go. As serendipity would have it, I stumbled upon Lou Mitchell's, which I knew was a good place when they offered me a donut hole at the door. It turned out friendly and the food was good- but it was ridiculously expensive! A fruit cup, side of toast and 1 cup of coffee cost $10. And they only took cash. Too bad.
Later sites were the waterfront, the 'bean', Intelligencia cafe (YUM!), Garrett's popcorn and Sandmeyer's Bookstore. Later, met Jess and... friend for Dinner and fireworks at Navy Pier. Logged 32,000 steps.
The next day, after handling an oversleeping issue, I took the train to Paulina (a neighborhood north of downtown... NOT pronounced like the girls name!!) and had breakfast at Wishbone, which was SO good! I want to go back! And then I walked around a bit in a daze (the weather was weird! Dry, hot and SUPER windy- like a desert) and went next to Belmont stop, where there was a really cool little shopping district. Enjoyed myself thoroughly.
Later I met Jess and... friend and drove up to Schaumburg for the conference. We wanted to get something to eat, so we were driving around a mall near by the Mariott. Driving, looking, driving... P.F. Changs? California Pizza Kitchen? Let's go with the Cheesecake Factory, it's a safe bet. As soon as we walk in, who should be waiting for a table but the entire NYLI gang!!! It was cosmic, I tell ya!
After dinner I said a sad goodbye to Jess :~( And checked into my room at the Mariott (after finding out that Shelly was my roomie!!) I took all my clothes, Ironed them and put them in the closet. I realized that I didn't bring any PJ bottoms, but I thought, Oh, Shelly doesn't care! Hahah! So I take off my pants and am climbing into bed... and who should walk through the door at that moment by Shelly and Josh! I jumped into bed very quickly, but it was still funny. We hung out in Cecilio's room for a while.
The next day, we had breakfast, then a meeting with NYLI, then Lunch, then a BIG meeting with the NHF Board of Directors and all the chapter heads about what the minimum chapter standards should be. I thought it was really cool that we were allowed to be a part of this decision-making process.
That night, while the other shmucks were having a reception at the hotel, NYLI went to Medieval Times... as stupid as it sounds, I was expecting something a little more historically accurate lol. Alex N. said it looked like a Lego castle- it did! But it was Great. I ate half a chicken with my hands, and watched this huge jousting-fight thing. I screamed my head off. Awesome.
The next day was mostly a jazzy NYLI meeting, with the addition of a visit to the BOD meeting in which they were talking about our proposal to have a youth on the board. We OWNED that room. They ended up agreeing to have an appointed, non-voting member put on right away. I'n not going to lie, I really want that position. Reeeely. Heh.
Later on, Mary Beth and I decided to have a little 'girl's excursion' and stroll up to the Mall (currently the largest in the country, since they added the Nordstrom's) We shopped a bit and ended up eating at the Rainforest Cafe, with was a lot of fun. Then, thanks to Josh, we caught the last shuttle heading back to the Hotel and stopped by the final night gala- an awesome beach party put on by Baxter.
I thought the night was over after Shelly and I turned off "Richie Rich" at 12:30 and went to sleep... A silly thought, I know ;) At about 1, I'm awoken out of a dead sleep by someone saying my name... I look up, and I can faintly make out Josh's silhouette and hear him say, "Do you want to go shopping?" I can't remember what I said, but somehow the conversation turned to how Josh calls inanimate objects "Charlie", particularly a woodstove and a car. So I know what you're thinking... both great topics for innuendo. Which is why we spent the next hour saying things like,
"So, Josh, do you stick your wood in Charlie?"
or
"Josh, does Charlie get hot for you?"
Of course, about the woodstove. And of the car, we said,
"Does Charlie have junk in her trunk?"
and
"Is Charlie manual or automatic?"
I just thought of a new one!
"Do you like to stick your hot poker in Charlie?"
Wow. The possibilities truly are endless.
ANYways, the next day was sad and I got back to Boston grumpy (My answering machine wouldn't play my messages and I had letters from the insurance company and my curtain rod was busted by the landlord showing the house and my garbage stank) but I heard from my mom that my uncle has a friend going to Switzerland who needs an au pair for July and August! The deal is, her mother lives in Switzerland and is dying, and her husband can't take the time off of work to go to Switzerland, so their looking for someone to go be an extra set of hands for them. I told them I'd think about it and let them know in a week.
Then, today, the landlord showed my apartment, (giving me a half-hour notice, of course) but the girl he showed it to wanted to move in July 1 and buy all my furniture, which would be great if I wanted to take this job. But I'm leaning towards not taking it. Here's why:
Pros for taking the job:
1. Get to go to Switzerland and learn French
2. Get good experience with children
3. Help a family in a time of crisis
4. Get paid (not sure how much)
5. Experience I may never have again
Cons for taking the job:
1. Wouldn't be a vacation
2. Would have to be emotionally strong for family
3. Have never met family.
4. Would have to tell the Paulist Center I couldn't work there
5. Would miss NEHA family camp
6. Would have to move out of my apt. in 2 weeks and find somewhere to stash my stuff
7. Would have to put off applying for jobs
8. May not make it to the Cape this year
The cons just seem too big. But ultimately I want to be where God wants me to be, and if He wants me to be in Switzerland with this family, then I'll just have to make due. But I've decided I'll make my decision by next Sunday so I can let everyone know. So I told God that if he wants me to lean one way or the other, to give me a sign within the next week (yeah, right!!)
In the meantime... NoCal camp starts on Friday... tear! I'm sad to miss it! But I will write Leslie LOTS of letters so it will be like I'm there in spirit.
Anyways, hope everyone's having a great summer. Drop me a line! And I'd like y'all's input on the Switzerland thing.
TTYL,
Rachel
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Old Quotes...
"Miss Hoover, which one is 'oral'?"
"Out of your mouth, Ralph."
Discopufu: I really want to try a Turduckin one day
Vis Puellarum: a what?
Discopufu: It's a chicken stuffed in a duck stuffed in a turkey
Discopufu: apparently it's really good
Vis Puellarum: wow
Vis Puellarum: that's a lot of birds
Discopufu: if you like that kind of thing
Discopufu: yeah
Vis Puellarum: it's like killing three birds with one stone! HAHAHAHAHA
Yesterday I met another girl name Racho. I think she is very beautiful. Will you talk to her and explain?
~Peter
Hanna: I wish daddy could come home right now. Maybe if I say the magic words he will! Abracadabra! Look! He's right over there!
Rachel: Daddy's a plant!
[pause]
Nina: It's so quiet.
Hanna: Yeah... Daddy's not usually quiet.
"Out of your mouth, Ralph."
Discopufu: I really want to try a Turduckin one day
Vis Puellarum: a what?
Discopufu: It's a chicken stuffed in a duck stuffed in a turkey
Discopufu: apparently it's really good
Vis Puellarum: wow
Vis Puellarum: that's a lot of birds
Discopufu: if you like that kind of thing
Discopufu: yeah
Vis Puellarum: it's like killing three birds with one stone! HAHAHAHAHA
Yesterday I met another girl name Racho. I think she is very beautiful. Will you talk to her and explain?
~Peter
Hanna: I wish daddy could come home right now. Maybe if I say the magic words he will! Abracadabra! Look! He's right over there!
Rachel: Daddy's a plant!
[pause]
Nina: It's so quiet.
Hanna: Yeah... Daddy's not usually quiet.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Comm Theory
I am so SO done with theory courses. I bet I't be really into this class if I was a sophomore or junior. But I'm done with ideas; I want to DO. All my other classes are going great; in polling, it looks like we're going to be polling South Carolina on democratic presidential candidates. In Capstone, we're planning "Conversations with Carole Simpson", where we invite brilliant people to have discussions with famed journalist Carole Simpson, who is co-teaching our course. And ASL is always great. With this class, I know I'll do fine in it, I'm just *done* with theory classes. Not to mention that I'm not learning anything new here. It's all old news. I read todays reading in another course from last year. Blllar..... Life Lesson #22345: You cannot escape crap classes.
Anyways...
I heard about a really cool bill on C-SPAN 2 the other day. It was by a Senator from Alabama (I forget which) and he was talking about how Americans aren't saving enough. He wants to give every newborn an account with $1000 in it that they can't access until they're 65. Once the baby starts to work (that's the next issue we need to work on... damn lazy babies), the employer puts 1-3% of the baby's salary into that fund, plus, the baby can put in money periodically... by the time the baby's 65, they have around $500,000. I'm wondering if I can get in on that...
Hey, I wrote about a political issue in a blog! I'm a political blogger! I wonder if I can get a spot at the Libby trial...
Anyways...
I heard about a really cool bill on C-SPAN 2 the other day. It was by a Senator from Alabama (I forget which) and he was talking about how Americans aren't saving enough. He wants to give every newborn an account with $1000 in it that they can't access until they're 65. Once the baby starts to work (that's the next issue we need to work on... damn lazy babies), the employer puts 1-3% of the baby's salary into that fund, plus, the baby can put in money periodically... by the time the baby's 65, they have around $500,000. I'm wondering if I can get in on that...
Hey, I wrote about a political issue in a blog! I'm a political blogger! I wonder if I can get a spot at the Libby trial...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
The world needs more calm, assertive leadership.
Hey.
So winter break is coming to an end. For me, this means my last few days in Washington probably ever. I'm a little sad, because Washington is a really beautiful place and I like this house. But mom and dad going back to Berkeley means that I get to see everyone down there when I come back for christmas, which is good.
My visit to Berkeley went really well- it was so nice to visit the old haunts with my bestest buddies;) Of course, meaning Amber, Mary, Leslie and Danny. I got down to Amoeba (in SF, not Berkeley), spent a delightful evening at Amber's apartment, and got to see the "new" and "improved" Vista (which is now Berkeley City College). Veeeery cool.
I was VERY glad to find out last night that Washington Days falls on Emerson's spring break, so I won't have to take any time off classes or work. YAY!
Hm. I haven't got my confirmation from JetBlue yet. I'll email Jess.
Ugh. Real life is beginning to set in again. I'll try to avoid it for another day or so, but I can just feel it.
Bye!
~Rachel
So winter break is coming to an end. For me, this means my last few days in Washington probably ever. I'm a little sad, because Washington is a really beautiful place and I like this house. But mom and dad going back to Berkeley means that I get to see everyone down there when I come back for christmas, which is good.
My visit to Berkeley went really well- it was so nice to visit the old haunts with my bestest buddies;) Of course, meaning Amber, Mary, Leslie and Danny. I got down to Amoeba (in SF, not Berkeley), spent a delightful evening at Amber's apartment, and got to see the "new" and "improved" Vista (which is now Berkeley City College). Veeeery cool.
I was VERY glad to find out last night that Washington Days falls on Emerson's spring break, so I won't have to take any time off classes or work. YAY!
Hm. I haven't got my confirmation from JetBlue yet. I'll email Jess.
Ugh. Real life is beginning to set in again. I'll try to avoid it for another day or so, but I can just feel it.
Bye!
~Rachel
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